Random subject title once again. It's been long since I posted ANYTHING, but that's because I'm really busy. I know that's a stupid excuse, but it's true! *insists*
For the past few weeks, I have realised something. It's not like I've never realised that "something" before, but whatever that had happened for the last few weeks were shocking enough and reinforced that "something". People change very quickly. When people seem to change, it does not mean that it is THEM who changed, it may be me, seeing them from a different angle. Also, the people may not even have changed the slightest bit. It's just that, they probably suppressed their inner desires and suddenly they decided to let it all out and scare the world.
Sudden changes in people's actions and beliefs, leads to more changes in OTHER people's thoughts. In this case, I belong to the other people. I don't even know if the radical transformation of the peopole around me is beneficial or not. I'm thankful that some people have finally shown the friendlier, kinder side of them. On the other hand, I am quite disappointed to see the childish and foolish side of others. Don't they know that such changes frustrate the plans of certain people (which includes me in it)! Damn it, I can't really divulge everything, type in their names here and mention what exactly is happening. Grarrrrh. But it's making me confused and annoyed, really.
Oh by the way, I'm so excited about what's going to happen today because there's Jap Club phototaking and Jap hiphop! Which reminds me....50 mins left for me to rot at home before going to school. Bleh.
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
What is Valentine's Day anyway? People contributing to the income of sellers and producers of flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, cards, etc. That's what first came inot my mind. On Valentine's Day, humans are compelled to follow rituals. They buy gifts for their lovers and friends and if you do not follow this norm, you are an outcast and a loser.
Why only show immense affection just on this day? Shouldn't true love come unscheduled? Suddenly people exchange gifts, go out on dates, help one another do stuff and make Citylink really crowded to the extent that I have to wait for so long just to get seats in New York New York.
Don't tell me I'm an anti-love activist. I'm not.
Let me evaluate this whole thing about relationships and how it relates to me.
To be honest, I don't think that this is a good time to have a relationship. Studying is seriously more important. Maybe it's not that a pressing issue to you, but it is for me. My current equilibrium has no room for the need to entertain another person. I go to school, I study (the syllabus and OUT OF THE SYLLABUS), I interact with friends and family and I enjoy the greenery in Melville Park. I don't make time for another person. Honest. I've planned my schedule and painstakingly achieved this equilibrium. So, I don't want to spoil it. Just like what we've learn in Chemistry, according to the Le Chatelier's Principle, the system will adjust itself to counter the change. The reaction that removes the change will be favoured. Similarly, if you add a guy to my life (in the romance sector), the actions leading to the removal of the guy will be favoured!
However, I think I MAY be able to squeeze time for someone that doesn't need much attention or someone that can be with me most of the time without making any special plans, eg. in school, lives in Simei, in the library. But still, I'm not actively seeking for love. I guess I don't put down romance at the very top of my priority list. Another reason would be the quality of guys. *stop the bashing already* There aren't many detestable males around, but the ones I see most of time are enough to KILL. Damn it. I need a marked change in environment.
Love, sex or money?
Hmmm, I want my audio books please. And Jessica needs a study group!
I'm so uninspired, that's why I couldn't really bring myself to blog. It's not as if I'm very inspired now. Damn it! I need a very significant event, something groundbreaking, earth-shattering and epoch-making. I wanted to write an unorthodox guide to JC life, but I'd just get bashed my at least 60% of the population of JC students! The 60% includes people from a certain department (ahem), people who don't click with me (my friends would totally know what kind of people these people are) and jocks. I don't like jocks. I'm serious.
My birthday is coming. 4th April.
Okay fine it isn't arriving anytime soon, BUT V DAY IS AROUND THE CORNER! I really want some good books. I found 3 very interesting books as I was reading some other books.
#Book 1: Blink: The Power of Thinking Without Thinking
It discusses about thin-slicing, our ability to gauge what is really important from a very narrow period of experience. Our ability to thin-slice can be corrupted by our likes, dislikes, prejudices and steoreotypes and I happen to find this very relevant in my life. ARGH I WANT THIS BOOK. Dont' people buy books for one another during Valentine's Day?
#Book 2: Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health
This book talks about how we, as human beings, suck. Okay kidding. It actually tells us how to get rid of insecurities and unwanted feelings like disappointment and frustration. All of us have a reactive mind and an analytical mind. The reactive mind is the one that causes us to feel the emotions that are not needed in human survival. Thus, we should get rid of that reactive mind, attaining the state of "clear". Interesting indeed.
#Book 3: Dianetics: THe Evolution of a Science
This is pretty similar to book 2, since both books are written by the same author and are talking about relatively similar issues, like how we are enslaved by our reactive mind. This book is cheaper but I don't really care. I want both!!!!!!
Placed among the clouds
The globule of vivific
Peeked through the darkness
To write down about the year, firstly, I have to dish out some stuff that happened and are worth some honourable mention. After thinking for some time, there seem to be very little!
In this year, I've made some friends, and I've gotten myself a god brother! Whooo David Lau from 08S30 from fencing! LOL. I'd also remember my best friend from PAE, Stephanie! Although she could not stay in VJ for JAE, but I believe that she's doing good in AJ. At least she got to go to THIMUN when I was still blur about what that is. Why is there no Model United Nations in VJ? If there is, the publicity is really horrible. It's great that my friendship with Stephanie did not end after PAE. I pray that we can be friends forever, and that she would invite me to her wedding in the future! Everyone! DO INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDING. I DERIVE JOY FROM GIVING ANGBAOS. FOR THE RIGHT PURPOSES.
Also, I have to mention about Lynn, Jaslene and Nadia! =DDDDD We're the bao and milo + pearl gang LOL. Not forgetting Sarah Tan and Atiqah! If Annabelle didn't come to VJ, I wouldn't have known them. And their CT rep as well!
This is also the year where people started paying attention to my face analyser skills. Besides, it is also the year when I finally can attend a sleepover party after so many years of fighting with atopic dermatitis! This is also the year where I had the most depressing moments, but thank the Good Lord that there are events that saved my life. Phew! Thank God that I joined Japanese Club, and found another bright corner in my dark world in VJ. Thank God for the uber friendly and amazingly nice members of the warm and cosy Japanese Club and really thank God that I can do something for the club. Thank God for the President, as she's able to appreciate my creative brain juices. =)
Furthermore, in 2008, I actually felt that I was the female version of Wei Xiao Bao. For all those who do not know who he is, he is this guy who has 7 wives. I didn't have 7 boyfriends or what, I merely had 2 major crushes on two pretty different guys. I didn't like one more than the other, HONEST! I couldn't really decide on who I really liked. Bleh D:
The coolest thing I've had this year would definitely be my attachment to SGH. I really missed the people there. TT_T Half of the people there were probably on a different frequency as I but hey, there's the other half! I do hope that I can see them soon. Oh and they hardly ever go online, except for Vanessa, Brena and Ailin. Go online already!
So, I guess I can say that 2008 is rather eventful (it's still 2008 now!). I hope that 2009 would be better. I would like more time to study and pursue my interests, so I secretly hope that certain activities and just stop asap. But that's not going to happen. Hurhur. ~~_~ I look forward to graduating, and I want to see all my friends in NUS with me! That's impossible, since Annabelle is intending to go to SMU to take up accountancy. Grrr. Anyway, YLLSOM, HERE I COME!
Actually, I don't even know what I can talk about, regarding guys. Hurhur. Let me just focus on JC guys. Many people have told me that VJC guys are hot. Looking at them for 10 months, I don't really find that statement true. Most VJ guys don't really have nice features, but at least they're still okay to look at. Not to mention that VJ guys are really short, which makes them look as if they....had the failure to thrive. I seldom see tall male victorians, unless you're talking about Martin.
I believe that hairstyles determine whether a guy can look good or not. A hot guy with a broken bird nest hairstyle is still ugly. Since VJ is a school with lots of play, I guess that guys can afford to spend time fixing their hair in the toilet for 10 hours. Besides that, VJ's school uniform is quite nice. At least the colour is decent. I find the uniforms of certain JCs pretty disgusting due to the colour. You know, like the original ghastly shade of green from *insert sch name yourself* and the horrifying blue from two JCs, *really insert the two names yourself* The guys from these schools are probably at a disadvantage because their school uniform is so unflattering! If you see any hot guys from these three JCs, they must be really hot then.
Hence, I think that it's unfair to compare guys from different JCs. In my opinion, it's better to compare guys within a JC as there would be lesser changing variables. A guy from MJC can be really stressed from all the mugging that pimples start spawning like no tomorrow. Since he has to mug (I heard that MJC gives tests as if they're free, then again they're really free), he would probably have no time to care about his hair. Compared to a VJC guy with no upcoming tests, the poor MJC guy would be at the bottom of the hotness thermometer. Now, let's compare the guys from two random schools, HCI and SAJC. The guy SAJC would be able to deceive the eyes of people into believing that he looks better because his uniform is damn chio! You have to admit, SAJC's uniform is rocking. Unless the guy from HCI is smoking hot and the guy from SAJC has no good features at all, I feel that most people would be swayed into thinking that the guy from SAJC is hotter.
Hotness can also be defined differently by different people. A girl in VJC may find smart guys hot (wow, that sounds like me. HMMMM.), so she'd see guys from RJC and HCI as being hot. Also, she would find guys from SRJC and YJC super chao ji not hot. I'm not trying to offend guys from SRJC and YJC, but according to the cut off points....yeah you know. To be honest, I have no idea if YJC is the 2nd last or what. Or is it JJC or IJC. Ahh grarrh bleah.
OKAY, so, do not compare the hotness of guys between JCs. It is unfair. If you really want to compare, do it the face analyzer way. Look at the features. I find that the guys in VJ don't have many good features, thus they're not majorly hot. However, they do have at least 1 nice feature, thus they still look presentable. BUT I HAVE SEEN GUYS IN VJ WITH NO DECEN
There was supposed to be a post-attachment party but it was a total fiasco. There were people, including myself, who didn't know anything about the existence of such a party. This shows how inefficient (or even pathetic) the messengers are. It's not a good thing that the party flopped, because I still wanted to talk to my new friends and the other people that I've never really talked to. Furthermore, there's no point organising another party now or in the future because we wouldn't really miss each other anymore. If we're fated, we'd probably meet again. Two of my new friends, Brena and Ailin, were at Science Focus as well. According to Ailin, since we met at Science Focus, and then met each other again during attachment, we would most likely bump into each other on many other occasions. Also, when I went for the NUS Interview Workshop last week, I met Sherry. xDDDDDDDDDD
For the past many days, I've also watched a Japanese drama, Liar Game, online. The plot is awesooooooome. It really shows how evil humans can get, and how smart people use their IQ to hurt others. Throughout the 11 episodes, I kept thinking about the Nash Equilibrium OO_O. Okay I'm weird. I can't really talk much about the show because I'd be giving a lot of spoilers. Just go watch it people. I've recommended this show to Eric and Yee Wei. Eric told me he would rather watch shows that show humans being nice and caring to each other. * I have nothing to comment about this ~~_~ * But Yee Wei watched it though. =) AND SHE AGREES WITH ME THAT REN XIN XIAN E.
Yesterday, I went back to VJ to do some CIP. It's really funny that most people decided to donate milo. We collected a total of 19 milo tins, 60 humongous packets of milo powder and 60 packets of liquid milo. People can really donate other things you know, like milk, coffee, tea, whatever. Most people were really kind as they donated a lot of BRAND NEW items. These people made me look evil, I swear.
Now it's time to check more emails and read more random stuff. I wish I have something productive to do.
Antm Cycle 11 is over and I am not happy. I was seldom happy about Tyra's choice of the winner, the only winners that I liked were Naima and Danielle. For cyce 11, I bet that Tyra already picked Mckey to be her winner right from the start, like any other cycles. I don't hate Mckey, but I liked Analeigh and Sheena more. Mckey seems like a block of wood from the start of this cycle, but she got cooler at the end. She has the high fashion look and the awesome bone structure, but her runway walk was not to die for. She should just be a photo model because her pictures were great. I can't imagine her doing Covergirl Commercials as well, since she doesn't have a bubbly personality and doesn't "spew rainbows incessantly"(quote from Jenah, Cycle 9).
I liked Sheena the best because of her attitude. She is very optimistic, and sticks up for people as well. When the other girls were bullying Isis, she defended Isis and made me wanna vote for her as president (haha). Sheena takes beautiful pictures, despite her call out averages. Somehow , the judges made it sound as if the pictures were some passer-by photos that don't show a model. I think the pictures do! She looked very graceful and elegant on her hot air balloon picture! I didn't even like Marjorie's hot air balloon shot. =/ Her swimsuit shot was soft in the right way, her fierce eyes shot was damn intense (she should have been called 2nd, with Lauren Brie being first) and her natural disaster shot was good I swear. I have no idea why she was in the bottom 3! She should have been called out earlier than Lauren Brie! For that shot, Sheena showed her dress! It's not good for models to cover their outfits or anything right? Elina and Samantha totally blocked off their mod dresses. ~~_~ Sheena also has a nice runway walk and is capable of doing a commercial. I thought her Covergirl Commerical was better than Analeigh's because it was very natural. I could still tell that Analeigh planned each and every step. I wanted Sheena to win but I knew she wouldn't because the judges didn't seem to be in love with her.
Analeigh should have won. After Sheena left, I was rooting for Analeigh. Analeigh can be a very successful catalogue and commercial model because of her bright personality. She doesn't seem like the type of models that would do couture. She started off really bad in this cycle, with the judges constantly reminding her that she has to do better because of her skating talents. That's bullshit. What has skating got to do with modelling?! I don't think skaters would have any extra creativity for model poses! ANALEIGH SHOULD HAVE WONNNNNNNNNN. She has the best runway walk out of the final 3. If the contestant can't walk, she can't be a model. This means that Samantha shouldn't be a model unless her runway walk improved by leaps and bounds.
Analeigh was the first to be eliminated on the finale, which pissed me off greatly. ANALEIGH WAS ROBBED. But I'm sure that she would be more successful than Mckey and Samantha. The final 2 for this cycle had the worst walks ever. The best one was in Cycle 4, with Naima and Kahlen. The finale runway in Cycle 4 was also the coolest. The one for Cycle 11 was okay looking but the fashion show itself was so boring! If the runway was so candyland, the designer should design something that suits that candyland theme! If the person who designed the runway knew that the designer's clothes look really boring (I think the clothes are boring and ugly, sorry designer), then don't make a unique runway! It sucks when the runway and the clothes don't even complement each other.
After the runway, Mckey and Samantha went back to the judging panel and Tyra was standing in a really ugly outfit that looks like Science Gone Wrong 2008. At the final evaluation, the judges would always compare the pictures of the final 2 contestants. This cycle was no exception, with the judges comparing Samantha's and Mckey's pictures side by side. THERE WAS NO NEED FOR THEM TO DO SO AS M
WHEN WILL ANTM EVER MAKE ME HAPPY???
I detest most of the winners anyway.
In Cycle 3, Yaya should have won because Eva looks like a pig (stated by the judges) and is way too short to be a model. Yaya had prettier pictures and better posing skills. Furthermore, I loved her diva attitude. If you hate umeboshi, then don't eat it! Stupid judges, forcing people to eat things that they don't like. ~~_~
In Cycle 5, Nik should have won. I don't like Nicole. =/
In Cycle 7, Melrose should have won. Caridee can't walk for nuts! Melrose isn't a bitch you know. She's merely determined and focused and loves Twiggy A LOT. The case about her badmouthing Anchal is rubbish. She said that Anchal is pretty but she's not working it. Anchal should use her pretty to take outstanding pictures. She thought that Anchal would be a strong competitor but as the days go by, she felt that Anchal isn't as strong as she seems. HOW IS THAT BITCHING? Zz. Isn't Jaeda worse, saying that Anchal is fake. This cycle had the most number of modelesque contestants. I LOVED AJ and she should have made it far in the competition. Tyra is a cuckoo for choosing Jaeda over her.
Cycle 8 ~~_~ I don't really like this cycle. Both Jaslene and Natasha had speech problems and Renee's too much of a bitch.
In Cycle 9, I don't really know who should have won but I supported Lisa, Heather and Jenah. Heather belongs to couture as she can't do commercial because of her awkwardness. BUT SHE'S SUCH AN ANGEL! Lisa and Jenah are really fierce! Saleisha can go and die and Chantal's really weak. With Saleisha and Chantal walking for the finale runway, Saleisha would seem superior. If it was Jenah in the finals instead of Chantal, Saleisha would be shit.
In Cycle 10, Katarzyna should have won. She's smart, beautiful, takes great pictures and walks like a diva. Anya looked like an albino (thanks to Tyra) and fortunately, her hair is back to being brown! Anya is sweet but she's really dumb. Whitney is not the best plus sized model on the show and she's hating on all the skinny girls! How irritating. Die Whitney die. Oh and Whiteney was super fake during the cycle 11 finale episode.
I should start preparing for my other stuff. -stops writing-
Something random first. My brother totally sat on my indemnity form! Thank the good Lord the paper is just a little crumpled. Phew.
From this incident of offending people (sounds strange but heck), I can actually learn and observe many things. This is something good, because I still get something out of this horrible event. I remember ANTM Cycle 4 Episode 8 (I think it's 8) having a photoshoot, where the top 7 girls had to portray one of the 7 deadly sins. Kahlen (my favourite) had to portray wrath. I thought wrath was the easiest to portray. Gluttony is way tough imo. From my previous blog entries and those entries from my previous blog, it doesn't take a genius to figure out the wrath is MY DEADLIEST sin.
When I write about such stuff, I get haters and supporters. Supporters will call the haters "jerks" or something along that line. But I'm a jerk too right? I just wrote the stuff I wanted to talk about, and hurled expletives as if there's no tomorrow. I think I really need to get rid of the wholesome four-letter word that starts with F out of my mind. Also, I want to apologise. I want to apologise to those that are just, impartial, unbiased people, who felt offended by my blog posts.
The web is misleading. People perceive your words differently. What you think you're trying to show, may not be detected by others. They may even misunderstand you. I was told that, I did not do any self reflection, on why I became an OGL reject. To be honest, I did. I didn't state that fact on my blog, doesn't mean that I didn't do any self reflection. I thought about it for really long on 8th Nov. I cried as well. That's not something to be proud of acutally. ~~_~ The reason why I think I am not an OGL, was revealed on the day of my interview as well. I am just too straightforward. I told the interviewers that I'm not a faker. I see no point in being fake! If I hate someone, I'm not going to act as if I'm in love with him/her! I'd still respect that person and be civil. I would not purposely put myself in situations where I have to see that person a long periods of time, or even cooperate with that person. If I had to work with a person I detest, the only thing I can do is to bear with it. I swear I'm used to tolerating. I guess the interviewers were afraid that I would scare the freshies away because I don't give politically correct answers. I do know some fakers who got ino OGL. Isn't it realy tough to be someone you're not? I wonder.
I was also told that I didn't consider the fact that student-selected events and teacher-selected events have different criteria. I did. Most criteria are the same. There're only a few that have been changed to suit the event. Most events require participants to be passionate, driven, and focused. Being inspiring and determined are essential as well. I guess I'm all except for inspiring. But hey, I had inspired Josiah and Yong Wei to love science even more! Sometimes, both types of events consider the results of the applicants. For example, if your results were atrocious, you would probably have difficulties in coping with an additional commitment, and thus, there's no way you can join the event. Being an OGL requires one to be spontaneous and hyper, which I believe I am, because the interviewers told me I was the most enthusiastic they've seen for the day. So I don't think I'm that lousy as an applicant.
I am not the only one what is unhappy and shocked about the selection results. There are others as well, whom I am not going to mention because they expressed their feelings to me, not to the whole world. Moreover, if I mentioned their names, they may encounter confrontations by random councillors, which I do not want. I agree that I have to reflect on my actions, but I feel that, the councillors should reflect on....whether if there is biasedness. But I believe that there are dispassionate leaders.
Things that I've learned:
1. When fighting with monsters, do make sure I do not become one.
I became one before I even fought. That's really bad Jessica. Please control that temper. According to my dad, my granny AND my mummy are just like me. I must break this raging shrew tendencies of all females in my family.
2. The web is seriously misleading.
Is there anything I can do about it? But it's better to talk to people before posting anything on public domains.
3. Channel my rage into doing somethng productive.
I've done housework today. My maid must be really happy.
4. Act like my dad. Harness the power of the Law of Attraction and remind myself of the people that I want to be like.
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My life is too boring nowadays, that's why I didn't blog much for the past few days (weeks). But this cannot happen seriously, when one has a blog, one should update frequently.
Today marks the end of PW. I guess I'm supposed to cheer. omgwowyayyyy ~~_~
I've totally done nothing interesting for the past few days! The most enjoyable thing that I've actually done is probably crash Changi Rise with my cell group. Changi Rise owns Melville Park I tell you. The swimming pools in Changi Rise have sand in them and it's damn nice to walk on the sand. *beatific smile* The pools with sand in them aren't exactly deep and I can walk in them without getting myself wet. Maybe because of my long legs. But that's basically it. I crashed Changi Rise. Zz. MY LIFE IS TOO BORING ALREADY! HELP!
Besides being boring, I got a bit of good luck! I got selected for my hospital sttachment and Singapore General Hospital! It was tough competition I guess, many people fighting for 4 places. My name was the last one on the list and I was hugging my bolster in despair when I realised that the first three names aren't mine. When I saw the last row, it said "Ee Siqing 08S32". I was like, "IT'S ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S ME!!!!!!!!!! IT'S EE SIQING 08S32!"
I hope my good luck and help me in certain areas like OGL and SYF. I do hope I get in. PICK ME PEOPLE. I wonder that's what McCain and Obama did when they were campaigning. Congratulations to Barack for winning. This made me thought of something actually, did people vote for him just because he is.......
black?
more handsome?
more charismatic?
a better speaker?
a Democrat?
Being a good speaker is important, but that doesn't really equate to being capable. Good speaker = relate to other ministers or some random foreign ambassadors better but good speaker =/= think better, come up with solutions more efficiently, caring about interests of the general Americans.....
I know a lot of people are supporting Obama. But I wonder if they really know why they are supporting him. Some people are supporting him because they claim that they are more of a Democrat. Do they really know the differences between the Democrats and the Republicans? Most people just feel that Democrats are the liberal people. That's all. If they actually analysed every detail about both parties, they may even find themselves to be more of a Republican. Zz. Some people are so blind.
Maybe Obama used the Law of Attraction. My dad loves to talk about that. The world is like a catalogue. All you have to do is to place your order and pay for it. The price of the things that you order, is inspired action. When people order through a catalogue, they feel as if they have the items already, since the items are going to be shipped/mailed out anyway. They do not repeatedly order the same item and they get on with their lives after placing an order. They do not keep themselves preoccupied with those stuff that they ordered.
This is bascially like our universe. We ask for what we want and then take inspired action. The universe will shift itself, to bring us what we want. How the universe is going to do that is none of our concern, all we're interested is in the end product. Just like a catalogue. We're not interested in the minute details, we are only in love with the end product. One very important thing in the Law of Attraction is to believe that the item is already yours. If not, it will never happen. Most people always miss out on this step. Hmmmm.
Okay I totally have nothing to blog about. ~~_~ Stephanie is the best for believing that I can be a great ogl!
- Location:In front of my laptop, beside the piano
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blah - Music:Kerli, Walking On Air
Tyra is good at shocking the audience with what she said at the judging panel. When Elina and Joslyn were left at the bottom 2, Tyra made it sound as if Elina was going home!
She told Joslyn that in the beginning ot the competition, she took strong pictures, but after a few weeks, she faltered a bit. On the other hand, she told Elina that she took strong pictures as well, but the judges do not feel that she can translate into moving pictures. Up to now, the whole thing about who's gong home seems rather ambiguous. And suddenly, Tyra decided to add in another comment. She said that both Elina and Joslyn had such power, such strength, but Elina's strength is in desperate need of control (Everyone who watches antm cycle 11 will know that Elina's a control freak). Joslyn's strength is beautiful, as she was sick and still pulled through the whole commercial. That's the spirit of a survivor.
Then, Tyra started to pull out the last photo and said, "Joslyn, so you would be able to survive this." AND IT WAS ELINA'S PHOTO. OO_O I seriously thought Elina was going home. I liked Elina a lot more than Joslyn, but both of them deserve to make it further. I felt that Marjorie should have went home today. Her commericial was so quick and she wasn't even holding the product properly. She was flailing her arms wildy and I can't even look at what she was holding properly. Marjorie is someone that can take gorgeous pictures and appear on the cover of French Vogue but I don't think she can be a bubbly commercial model.
Survivor.
If I were Joslyn, I bet I won't be able ot survive that. Joslyn tried out so many times for Top Model. She told Tyra that she actually tried for 2 or 3 auditions per cycle. This means that she's really passionate about this. However, I do believe that her life after Top Model would revolve around modelling. Most contestants on Top Model would be signed to some modelling agency, and Joslyn made it to top 7, so it wouldn't be hard for her to get a modelling contract I guess.
What if I were trying out for a one-time kinda thing? Not something like Top Model where there are several cycles? What if I failed? Now this brings me to the next issue. My OGL interview. I think I did okay and I could have shown more potential if I actually had to more even more crazy stuff. But I have a problem, which is being too in your face.
I think the world needs people who dare to talk about the unseen truth. People who don't believe in sugarcoating their words. People who don't believe in censorship. When I went for orientation, I was pretty much deceived. My OGLs are very cool people, but they didn't really talk about the ugly things the freshies may encounter in their Victorian life. I want the J1s next year to know the truth, because the truth can aid people in making wiser decisions. So naturally, I do hope that I can be an OGL, so that I can give appropriate advice and everything. Orientation is like this huge event, where people are more or less relaxed and are more comfortable to talk and discuss about life. I just want to be involved in it. I don't want to see any freshies going through all the things I've suffered. Is "suffered" the right word, bleh, heck.
I have the firsthand experience. I know what works and what doesn't. I figured out the way to persevere. I realised what's best, what everything else fails. I can guarantee you that, most of the Victorians won't understand this. Really. Honest.
I hope that everyone who gets to be an OGL can be very passionate. If they're passionate, that's good, because I am too. If they're not, may the Almighty bless them.
I saw this question: Everyone knows having a crush at the office or in class can make the time pass a little bit quicker. Is it better to keep your crush a secret or tell them how you feel?
Oh yay, standard kind of questions people ask at advice columns. One of the things that I do in the past when I'm super bored is to read Teenage's advice column, Dear Kelly, and then laugh at all the loser questions and give my own advice to those pathetic people. Some people do have significant troubles, but majority are just a bunch of irritating losers! There was once, I read about this girl who wrote in, saying that she's so terrified when she got her period to the extent that she's so afraid of telling it to her mum. As a result, she uses USED PADS. OMG. THAT'S BLOODY PSYCHOTIC CAN. Bloody. Menses. Psychotic. Haha.
Back ot the question.
Jessica Ee has confessed twice! Okay I believe that I've said this countless times. However, I had a lot more than two crushes. ~~_~ Sometimes, it's not advisable to confess, because I simply do not know the person well enough. What if the guy is not what I perceive to be? When I'm not that familiar with the guy and he isn't that close to me as well, I would probably be the last person he'd be thinking of! D: In such cases, just don't confess. Zz. When it's really obvious that he's in love with another or is certified homosexual, of course I won't be confessing! Aiya, just confess when you feel the time is appropriate. I guess most of the time, it's just that stupid psychological barrier. BUT HEY I CONFESSED TWICE. D: Twice isn't a lot but let's face it, I think many girls AND GUYS haven't even confessed before!
Recently, there're people asking me questions about my nick. What's so hard to understand about it, it's just my doctor-lawyer fantasies. People can interpret it as me dreaming of become a doctor or a lawyer, or me thinking about the relationship between a doctor and a lawyer. The latter is what I'm trying to convey. =D The former is partially right though. I'm aiming for a medical degree because jobs like aesthetic physician, dermatologist, clinician scientist and clinician researcher are coolio!
I do feel that a doctor-lawyer relationship, as in a romantic, sexual relationship is interesting! Doctors and lawyers are probably one of the most powerful people on Earth. That's my opinion luh. Some people would say politicians or even cooks. I'm so attracted by this doctor-lawyer fantasy because a doctor and a lawyer would be damn smart (don't tell me it's easy to get into medical or law school). They are like, similar and yet different. OOOOOOOO. ^^ Furthermore, both a doctor and a lawyer seem like super busy people, actually I think they ARE super busy, so it's like, they don't really seem like the sort that has spare energy for sexual endeavors. So if they do have some hot sex it'd be like WOW.
If the lawyer is female and the doctor is male, the lawyer would strike to me as a dominatrix. Maybe it's because of the power of the powersuits. Omg I totally love powersuits! But I can't be a lawyer and I have no interest in it. I have this feeling that my future job will require me to wear a labcoat.
If the lawyer is male and the doctor is female, then it kinda suits me more LOL. I can even wear the labcoat without wearing anything underneath. OOOO THE VULNERABILITY XD I have like this attraction for ties as they're so...pullable. Like when I see a hot guy or just a guy with the perfect Jessica-fetish-thingy with a tie........I would have this sudden urge to pull it somehow LOL. Oh especially if he didn't wear his tie properly! It's like the....just-out-of-sex look. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! Another thing, I think lawyers are cool for engaging in BDSM. =/
I know lawyers and doctors are super no life people, so they shouldn't get married to each other or something. But they can have flings right. =/ AND EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN IT'S JUST MY O
OKAY I PRAY THAT MY MUM DOESN'T SEE THIS.
I'm so uninspired these days! Which is why I'm only posting another entry like...now. ~~_~ BUT IM STILL UNINSPIRED GRARRH. Something random to say, my nose is damn oily now to the extent that if I start extracting all the oil from my nose and dump the oil into the global market, the price of oil will drop by 10 USD. IT IS THAT BAD D:
Uninspired uninspired.......So I'm going to write anything that comes to my mind!
I totally hate it when people do certain things in a bid to sound funny but they really are not funny at all. They don't even sound charming luh. This is when I tell them to fuck off and die.
And I really hate Diamondlover! She's some random user at Stomp who's like oh so goddess-like. She's a friggin' nun can! She makes herself appear as a potential virtuous wife bleargh. There was one post where she said that she loves kids and animals, she cooks, she cleans, she has no piercings and certain other "qualities" that I forgot. She even ended her stupid post with "Oops, I hope I don't sound as if I'm marketing myself." WTF. Maybe guys will fall in love with her or something because she cooks and cleans but if I'm a guy I won't really care. I have to admit, I don't cook and I certainly do not clean. ~~_~ What's up with her proclaiming that she does not having piercings? It's okay not to have piercings, but what's the use of announcing that to the whole world! Is that even necessary. ~~_~ I have ear piercings but I don't go around screaming, " WOW YAY I HAVE PIERCINGS! LOOK AT MY E
I watched ANTM Cycle 11 recap episode yesterday. As opposed to what I thought, the recap episode isn't that boring. There were more airtime dedicated to McKey and Elina. Somehow, the people at the CW Lounge are hating Elina after watching the recap episode and I have no idea why! After watching the recap episode, I loved Elina even more! It's all because of a few statements she said, but those words she said were pretty much true. Maybe it's just me hating all the do-gooders and goody-two-shoes.
Her comment about Isis: Isis looks like a possessed hyena.
That is true! I've been wanting to describe Isis in the most appropriate way possible but I just can't find the right words for her! Finally! Thanks Elina! Isis is a man and he totally looks like a drag queen. Although he wears makeup and has really long black hair now, he still has those really manly features. He has no boobs and his penis is still intact! Sorry, but I just can't accept this transgender model.
Her comment about Clark and Joslyn: Omg I can't believe Clark went home today. Clark is tall, thin and beautiful. She looks like a friggin' model! Joslyn looks like a hairshow model at the mall in the middle of nowhere! My girlfriend went home today! My girlfriend went home today! I do not want to think about this! Urgh! Angry! Ouch!
I don't agree totally with the whole thing but I do think that Clark has more model potential that Joslyn. I'd rather see Clark on a magazine's cover.
Oh and Mckey's damn cool! She runs around the pool and give bees water! LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
-HATE-
The guy who raped her, actually loves her a great deal. It's just that, he loved her the wrong way. I think he apologised to her about his behaviour? If he really did apologised, he's actually quite an okay person. AND WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH THAT GIRL! I really do not get why she had to be so afraid over that la. I HATE WEAK WOMEN. GRR.
-HATE HATE-
So if a girl gets raped, what should she do?
If the rapist is a decent looking guy and is capable of having good sex, then i think it's not that bad. It's not going to traumatise the victim that much, when compared to some ugly bastard who knows nothing about foreplay. If the rapist ensures that the sex is great, he's actually a nice person. Okay I have no idea what I'm talking about.
What if the rapist is a decent looking guy, but he is very rough? Then he deserves to go to jail. Hate it when guys don't care about the welfare of females. Such inconsiderate beings should just go to jail. I'm serious!
For case 3, a rapist that is ugly but is nice enough to make the sex nice and bearable. He should go to jail even if the sex is good! That's because he's ugly! Yes I'm mean. But because he's ugly, the whole raping scene becomes painful to watch and is super unbearable! My cousin told me once that she would never accept an ugly guy being around her, and I share the same views. I admit that we're superficial, but I can't even look at ugly guys! I'd be talking to them, sure, but I can't even look at them. Reflex arc. So an ugly rapist goes to jail. He should have known better that an ugly guy like him shouldn't go around raping people. Maybe he's sex deprived as a result of his bad genes. Then he should get some toys from Oohtique. Did I spell that shop correctly ~~_~
The very last case, which is the worst combination of all. Ugly guy and forced entry. REALLY MAKE SURE HE GOES TO JAIL. I don't think I have to elaborate any further right? Oh gosh I just hate such people.
The thing about rape is that, if the victim enjoys it, then it wouldn't be counted as rape. That's what I think. =/ I mean if the victim is moaning for more it means that she/he is willing....so if the victim is willing it wouldn't be considered rape right! So in order for the victim to make a succesful report....she/he must not enjoy it! This is especially important, because I'm sure victims do not want to enjoy the sex offered by ugly beings.
To not feel aroused, is quite simple. I THINK. Victims can think of a wide range of stuff to kill any possible sex drive. Examples are exploding frogs, dead deers (it alliterates!), red-eyed phythons, Boon Suan Loy, inflation, global warming, Fahrenheit (I SUPER HATE THAT BAND but I like Wnag Dong Cheng LOL), swooping dentures, etc....IF ALL FAILS, BRAINSTORM ABOUT AS MANY ECONS ESSAYS AS P
Okay I'm delirious.
This guy stated that he has a lot of problems and they're driving him nuts. He has contemplated suicide and regretted about the choices he made in the past. You know what mister? EVERYBODY HAS PROBLEMS. I have my own problems as well and I think my problems are just as serious as his! He has major difficulties in his schoolwork due to his commitments. Then he should jolly well cancel all his commitments! As a STUDENT, you're supposed to STUDY. STUDYING is the main thing a STUDENT should do! You can commit to your CCAs or whatever, but you have to remember that ultimately, YOU HAVE TO STUDY. Some people are just entirely missing this point. With a good CCA record and a lousy A level certificate, good universities are not going to take you! That's a fact. I can cope with my schoolwork, but I don't get any other commitments! Except for dance luh. Okay, I do get random assignments, but they aren't exactly fun. Certain commitments that I'm passionate for just don't come to me. All I can say is that, this is such a misallocation of opportune moments. By the way, it's not as if I purposely study in front of others during breaks or what. It's because I have nothing else to do! Serious! If no one's going to talk to me, the only sane thing to do is to be productive and I'd just study! I don't want to stone at a random corner and fritter my time away. Now this leads to me explaining my problems that I encounter and it doesn't even effing exist in his school life! This sorry excuse for a guy, is actually well liked by the people around him. More people understand him than they understand me. I know where the majority of the people are coming from, and I know my train of thought about certain issues are real complex. This is one of the things in life, where opposites don't really attract. When one sees another who is so different, they feel uncomfortable. Repulsion is more likely to occur. SO, THIS GUY ACTUALLY HAVE MORE PEOPLE TO TU
Also, this guy is in love with a girl! I mean, most of the people do fall in love in their lives right? When you like someone, or even when you're not in love, DO NOT DISCOUNT YOUR VALUE. DO NOT FEEL THAT YOU ARE INFERIOR. This guy, is totally suffering from inferiority complex, thinking that he's a piece of lousy shit. WHEN YOU THINK YOU'RE A PIECE OF LOUSY S
I don't get people.
- Mood:
pissed off
I broke up words into their syallables and everything, and tried to fit meaning into some words.
I had this problem of spelling kindergarten and I spelt it as kindgergarden instead. I found a way to correct my mistake, and remembered this, "Kids at the kindergarten learn the numbers 1 to 10". One to TEN. So it's kindergarTEN instead of kindergarden.
For simple words like "teacher", I broke it into "tea" and "cher. I pictured my effing K1 form teacher drinking poisoned tea and died. Yes, I was that sadistic as a young little girl. I totally hated her and I'd be so elated to see her die. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. By imagining her fabulous dying scene, from then onwards, I never spell teacher as teecher or techer again. Poisoned tea for the win!
I used the same word-breaking-up method for remembering tougher words when I was in P1 or P2. For the word "melancholy", I broke it up into "melan" and "choly". "Melan" sounds like melon, so I always imagined a sad watermelon (since melancholy means sad). It's quite useful really, so I remembered meanings of words pretty well.
Back to the bus.
I tried to talk to the mother. Serious. But she didn't want to listen to me and insisted that she knows what she's doing and she's teaching her daughter correctly. That woman is so wrong! That method will never work, maybe it will, but there are more efficient ways to learn spelling. I have been through what that girl is going through at that very point in time. I know it sucks, I know it stresses the brain, I know the mum is like some incredible hulk.
I pity the girl.
I pity the girl.
I pity the girl.
Maybe it's just like how I pitied myself when I was 5. But at least I did something to save myself from further misery. I hope that little girl I met today will do so as well.
I watched America's Next Top Model just now!!!!!!! And it's long since I've posted anything here so I might as well blog about it. By the way, promos was okay I guess. I hope to improve from mid years. AND ALSO, I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE KILLING SOME PEOPLE N
The episode started out with Elina seeing her swimsuit photo on the plasma screen at the house. Her picture was hypnotic and her tattoo is way cool. Next time, if I am going to get a tattoo.....I'd probably get a double helix one LOL.
After three minutes into the episode, the girls finally get to have a lesson on the runway with Miss Jay! Isis the transgender was totally confident about her walk and said that walking down the runway is her thing. And guess what! She twisted her ankle and was off balance after a few steps! Talk about being overconfident. =/
Analeigh was walking really slowly and it's kinda boring just looking at her. I thought she'd probably do better since she's a figure skater.....I thought sporty people should have a higher energy level. If she walks faster and has a whole lot more energy, her walk would be fantastic.
Marjorie is so awkward. I realised that on almost every season of ANTM, there's always an awkward girl. Shandi from Cycle 2, Noelle from Cycle 3 (she is only awkward when she starts walking), Sarah from Cycle 4 (I can't really remember her name since she's so forgettable), *I totally forgot everything about Cycle 5 and 10*, Gina from Cycle 6, the Babin twins from Cycle 7, Heather (LOVES) from Cycle 9, and now Marjorie. She walk is just.....normal, not modelesque.
HANNAH'S WALK IS RIDICULOUS!!!! She can't even walk a straight line! Besides, she's really stiff as well.
From now onwards, the other girls get really little screen time. =/ This reminded me of last week's episode where they did the Covergirl challenge. Sheena and Clark's attempts at the challenge were not even broadcasted on TV! I don't care about Clark but SHEENA?! HELLO?! I bet Sheena did good.
Mckey has a problem with controlling her shoulder.
Lauren Brie takes too small steps and I totally hate her facial expression.
I can't tell what's wrong with Clark's walk because they only showed her upper body.
I think Sheena did good just that she channels too much of those dancer energy to the extent that she's swaying her hips a little too much.
Joslyn was great! She did a lot of extra movements and spinning and twirling, but Miss Jay told her to tone it down. I kinda like those turns you know.
Samantha looks as if she's going to fall.
Elina is just as boring as Analeigh. She walks very slowly and takes very little steps. Also, her arms seem to be rather stationary. OO_O
-end of runway lesson-
Immediately after the lesson, Hannah went back to practise, with Isis and Analeigh. Wise move, as she needs a lot more work on her walk. Oh and another thing, I totally do not get why Isis always wear those large golden hoop earrings. It's so disgusting and it makes her look more like a man.
The day right after their runway lesson, was their runway challenge and the girls had to walk the runway with blindfolds on. That's really harsh as they didn't have much time to fine tune their walk and everything, which means Hannah's gonna do really badly. The good thing about the runway challenge was that the winner got to pick two friends to go for a photoshoot for Kira Plastinina and the bad news about it was that the weakest girl would be eliminated from the competition. Probably Hannah.
The good - Analeigh, Sheena, Isis, Joslyn
Sheena gained A LOT of applause and cheers. She still looked a little dancer-ish. Analeigh did quite well, had a great face, but her walk wasn't very impressive. Isis had a little smile and she said that she's going to win the challenge. ~~_~ She's not going to win it grrr. Joslyn didn't do those turns and it became a little boring. But it's really difficult to pull off any stunts when you have a blindfold on.
The bad - Samantha, Hannah
Samantha definitely has to watch her arms for any of the future runway shows and not to walk like a hooker down the runway ever again. Hannah still couldn't walk in a straight line! Her ending pose was strange. Really strange. OO_O
Eveyone else were normal I guess. Clark looked a little off balance throughout the whole thing and Marjorie was scarily thin in her dress.
And true enough, the weakest girl got eliminated and she's Hannah! Our innocent Alaskan girl....
On the other hand, Joslyn was the challenge winner! I thought Sheena should win it though but I don't really mind a Joslyn chose Sheena and Isis as her partners for the photoshoot. =)
-end of runway challenge-
Photoshoot
The idea of this photoshoot is rocking. The girls have to be in water and pose with their eyes. They have to partially submerge their faces such that only their eyes are visible. The makeup artist was totally a genius with the girls' eye makeup, omg.
Don't feel like talking too much about it, as most of the girls did pretty good, except for Isis. Clark's photo was the best for this week, and even though I hate her so much, but I have to admit, the picture pwns.
Look at those eyes OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO_O
Since Isis is the only one with a sucky picture, she's sent home! FINALLY.
This is in response to the proponents of the strategy that the MOE has thought of. This strangely reminded me of my sec 3 and sec 4 (how unfortunate) chinese teacher. Most of the time when she entered the classroom, she'd say that the government suggests teaching less and learning more, AND THUS SHE IS GOING TO TEACH LESS. As a result, she gave each group a piece of mahjong paper and told us to read the passage of the new topic ourselves and then do a summary/mind map/whatever on the mahjong paper. After completing our task, we would then proceed to sticking our mahjong paper on the wall and then.......okay that's basically the end. While we are busy doing our stuff (drawing our concept maps with utmost unwillingness), she's SLEEPING. So much for teach less learn more.
I don't believe that allowing teachers to slack is part of the whole education policy and I think that the MOE would probably be displeased about this thing on teachers slacking and everything. The true thing they are advocating is a shift from "quantity" to "quality". They wish to see the increase in classroom interaction, learning of life-long skills, character building using EFFECTIVE teaching approaches. They also want to get rid of rote learning, prescribed structure and formulae. Rote learning is learning without understanding, you can also see it as memorising everything. That may be effective to some extent in passing your exams, but it really serves no other benefit. The prescribed structure reminds me of SS. The SS department used to force us to write in a particular format and if we don't follow, we don't get marks. Thus we all have to write in the same way, until one day, the SS teachers received the O Levels SS report from Cambridge and Cambridge complained that we were too structured and wished we were more freestyle. Then, the SS teachers are desperately trying to make us not think about the orderly structure they used to fix into our minds but most people ended u writing in that format anyway, as they're too used to it already. I think I wrote in that format too, but who cares I still got my A1 for combined humanities, and I bet many others did too.
Another way to see teach less learn more is teaching less topics but these topics are being focused to a deeper extent. Maybe, the teachers can teach the fundamentals of a subject, and students and pursue their own area of interest. Let's take chemistry as an example. A teacher can teach the basics of chemistry, and students can then do their own self research on sub topics that interest them. Or maybe people like Yee Wei would just....drop chemistry altogether! Lol I'm assuming that she hates chem. =/ So after rudimentary chemistry have been thought, students can self research on topics like, biochemistry, organic chemistry, nuclear chemistry, etc. That sounds quite good....but WILL IT WORK? With a specific syllabus, everyone would probably have to learn everything that is specified under the Core Syllabus and Learning Outcomes specified by Cambridge. So, even if this student who loves neurochemistry starts learning a lot about it by himself/herself, it's not going to help with grades. It may help with his/her future neurochemistry career but without a good chemistry grade for A levels he/she's not going anywhere. With the examinations unchanged, why talk about changing policies?
For cases like PW, I feel that the teachers should help more. Look at TJC. The teachers help them a lot more than the teachers do in VJC. Guess what, their distinction rates are owning us! Their distinction rates are 87.6% if I remember correctly and ours is like.....okay it's looking miserable. Everyone's 10 points to university admission are not to be gambled with! I'd rather my teacher help me a lot and AT LEAST I can get my A for the suckiest subject ever. I'm sure many peoploe do agree that PW sucks.
Now for GP. In my previous post, I was suggesting that my GP teacher should actually teach. HE IS NOT EVEN TEACHING. He is merely giving us notes, making us do stupid projects and listening him spout rubbish. Everyone can do that! If I am giving you a stack of notes on Zimbabwe's hyperinflation of 11000000% annually, I am just.....GIVING NOTES. Okay, so teach less learn more. In GP, any topic, any question can be asked. The teachers probably have to go in depth with every topic, as well as go through a wide range of topics. For compostition, it's easier as we can choose to do a question out of 12. BUT FOR AQ, THERE IS ONLY ONE AND ONLY. YOU EITHER DO IT, OR LOSE 8 MARKS. People can tell us to research ourselves! So if we really do our own studying, what are GP teachers for?
Let's compare two scenarios, assuming the students are of comparable diligence and ability.
First
A GP teacher who actually teaches. She/He discusses social, global issues with the class. Students, after attending class, go home and read up on relevant articles relating to the issues being analysed in class. With class discussions, there are quite a number of different views being expressed, and hence the discussion would be rather two sided. It would be easier for students to sort out the different opinions and think of the pros and cons of certain issues. Like the drilling for oil in the Artic National Wildlife Reserve.
Second
A GP teacher who doesn't teach, like my GP teacher. He enters the class and distributes reading articles. Then, he leaves the class. Of course, everyone left for home. At home, we analyse the articles ourselves, and do some research while we're at it.
I'd rather be in the first scenario. If the teacher discusses issues during class, it saves me a lot of time from artifically creating discussions between my different personalities (assuming I'm a schizo....wait I don't know if I'm a schizo lalalalalala, quit giving me that -_- face!). My time would be more efficiently allocated!
Now it's time for more reading. D:
- Mood: annoyed
A blog post pops out after years because I am so busy! AHHHH
I'm only blogging now because I really cannot stand the ways certain people, or maybe even THAT CERTAIN PERSON, do(es) things. And that person is my gp teacher. The people may possibly be the gp departmnet or something.
The GP department is not very hardworking, in my own personal point of view. I've looked at what I've done for GP lessons from the start of the year until now, and I think the materials are rather useless. Some stuff are useful, yes i admit, as they inform me of the basic things I need to know in answering stuff like the AQ. You know, the REEC (requirement, evidence, evaluation, coherence). Other than those fundamental stuff, the rest are basically not helping me at all. Okay sorry, everything is helpful to some extent. So, the additional information provided are of scant help.
By giving us ONE THICK STACK of articles with no additional input from the teachers themselves shows that they are lazy. Even people like me can just copy-and-paste articles from CNN and BBC and just print the whole damn chuck. There's not much work put in, honestly. With Google being super powerful, typing a few key words into the search engine plus the MAGICAL words like, "MSNBC", "BBC", "CNN", "Straits Times", you get a lot of reading sources. I'm not just typing this with no proof. Since I'm part of Gen Y, I'm supposed to be real good at multitasking. As I'm typing this, I have also done a Google search, using this phrase "aging population problems bbc". HOHOHO. I HAVE NOT ONLY FOUND ARTICLES FROM BBC N
I really think the GP department should put in more effort....so at least, the teachers should discuss the articles with us. They don't have to provide us with all the general knowledge and the train of thought that we may be lacking, but THEY SHOULD SET OUR MINDS IN A PATHWAY O
And, I seriously do not know why my gp teacher makes us do stupid projects. The one on education was lame enough. It's just different groups presenting their ideal school and none of the groups put in any effort so it was trash.
I've asked other classes in VJC and none of them don't even do such time-wasting activities! The poor fate of 08S32 indeed. ~~_~
Besides, our gp teacher loves to make us wait for THREE PERIODS (as we have a three-period break before gp starts) and THEN, he comes into class and dumps us with some lame project and then leave the class. WHAT THE HELL. I COULD HAVE WENT HOME AT 12.45PM YOU KNOW! WTF!
Ok this is pissing me off all over again.
"What's the meaning of oncogene?"
"Wiki it."
"Oh okay sure, do you know when is our marking day going to be?"
"Wiki it."
"Um....okay. How are your family matters going on? I remember that something major happened a while ago...."
"Wiki it."
"I should have seen that coming."
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